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c'est moi vie
and it's kind of a mess

My name is Maggie. I'm twenty one. I live in Florida. I think I'm meant to be an adult now, but I'd rather not.

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Well my thirty day disappearance has been cut short. Apparently I wasn’t as ready for treatment as I thought I was…so the eating disordered saga continues…

I leave tomorrow morning for the residential program…let the anxiety begin.

Well I just found out that I got fired, so that’s exciting. At least that makes getting medical leave easier I guess…

likeafieldmouse:

I can do this

likeafieldmouse:

I can do this

Nothing in the world can bother you as much as your own mind, I tell you. In fact, others seem to be bothering you, but it is not others, it is your own mind.
Sri Sri Ravi Shankar (via wordsthat-speak)

So the tentative start day for my residential program is next Wednesday. I just need to get some labs and an EKG done and have my psychiatrist verify my prescriptions. 

I am terrified. 

I’m officially going to an inpatient facility to deal with my eating disorder so if you don’t see any posts on here, that’s where I am.

  #update  
Blogging from the bathtub part 2.

Blogging from the bathtub part 2.

Blogging from the bathtub.

Lazy Sunday with this cuddlebug. #self

Lazy Sunday with this cuddlebug. #self

  #self  
makemestfu:

EVERYTHING RELATE

makemestfu:

EVERYTHING RELATE

are you not in treatment anymore? I thought you were doing that, sorry..

Anonymous

I am still in treatment. I see a therapist for bulimia once a week, but not much has changed. And no need to apologize for caring.