Bored under the table outpatient selfie.
I know I haven’t been posting as much lately and I just wanted to let you know that I’m doing okay. I met a boy that I like My meds are evening out. And I actually am starting to have a relationship with my parents, like, a real relationship. I’ve had my set backs, but I’d say that I’ve made a lot of progress from a two months ago. Part of that is because I have the right diagnosis now. I’m Bipolar. Type 2. Meaning that my highs aren’t as high, but boy are my lows still god damn low. Lately I’ve been struggling. I’m afraid that I’m going to be one of those people that constantly cycles in and out of hospitals, and I’m scared. But I’m fighting. And I’m writing. This boy I like dared me to write a novel, and I seem to have taken up the dare. We’ll see what happens. But for now, hey everyone. Sorry I’ve been gone for so long.
My apartment is officially kitty cat ready. Now I just need to find a kitty cat that I want to be my friend.
that one person you never really talk to but you reblog the shit outta each other
First post from my laptop since being discharged. I’m currently on hold with Brighthouse because my cable stopped working and I’ve been on hold long enough to warrant a psychotic break.
Out of the hospital. Wooooo.
Forgot to claim my meds before I left. Boooooo.
Updates from the Psych Ward
I met a boy here and we were together for a week and then I got discharged and I really like him, but then he got discharged the day I got readmitted.
I’m not allowed to be in my room at all during the day because the first day I was here I tried to kill myself and lost about half a pint of blood so now I always have to be in someone’s sight.
I’m not allowed in my room for an hour and a half after each meal to make sure I don’t purge after my meals because bulimia is fun.
There’s a nurse here that I really don’t like because she thinks that I don’t know anything about medicine and I’m here like “hahahahaha bitch that’s what I study.”
In other news, I am fine and I was dared by the boy I like to write a book, so I’m trying my hand at that too.
Basically, I’m certifiably crazy and working towards not being that.
This has been an update.
Happy Valentines Day from Central Florida Behavioral Hospital! <3
lemony blackened broccoli vegan pizza / recipe
get in meeeeeee